Jessica’s Story

When I was younger, my dad was a very angry and hot-tempered man. He didn’t channel his anger appropriately and often took it out on my family. This upbringing left me feeling fearful and anxious. School was a struggle, and I didn’t receive the support I needed.

I turned to marijuana to cope with my emotions, but I still felt like I didn’t belong. I moved through various groups of people, trying to find where I fit. In high school, I began experimenting with alcohol and ended up in a dark place. But I managed to get sober for a year when my daughter was born.

We were a happy family, but eventually, my relationship ended, and I spiraled into depression and began drinking again. I felt like something was missing. I started using methamphetamine, which led to the loss of my job, home, and custody of my daughter. I lost friends, and I felt alone.
In my darkest moments, I contemplated suicide.

Thankfully, I was arrested while sleeping in my car. During this time, I started reading the Bible, and it planted a seed in me. I eventually found my way to Mn Adult & Teen Challenge.

Mn Adult & Teen Challenge is more than a treatment center; it’s where I found Jesus. I’ve been saved and baptized. The program is about more than just recovery; it’s about living the rest of my life with Jesus. Although I’ve faced challenges, my faith has kept me strong.

One of the hardest moments was when I received a letter stating I couldn’t see my daughter for a year. I broke down, but in the midst of my pain, I felt God’s presence, assuring me that I would be okay.

Now, as I approach graduation, I know who I am, and I find joy and peace through my faith. I’m grateful to this program for helping me turn my life around.  The unity and sisterhood I’ve found in the choir brings me joy. Singing with my sisters is a beautiful experience. When I perform solos, I close my eyes, focusing on praising the Lord. Being part of the choir has given me consistency and pride in my recovery journey.